Life....

Life !

This topic was set up in my draft way back time. Yet, am still searching my meaning of life. I have no idea what had struck through my head today leading me to tears and wondering of future - what am i looking for? I tear as i felt pity for myself as my current life is just not what i ever wanted.  This sudden struck really does lead me to a strong sense to submit my previously written resignation letter tomorrow.
Why do i care of how much $ i make, how much i save, when am not happy with my life. I guess i miss home, miss watching movie with my family. Leaving apart of home is pretty lonely though.

Instead of living my life sustaining the common sense of security, i guess i shall live to my principal: Live the life i wanted confidently ! I shall search for my life !

Rendering

Just realised that i have this super steal post drafted. I had forgotten why is this not published.
Well. It should have been 3 to 4 years drafted post.

Just learnt rendering... and check out what i'd done.

This one done using vue
This one done using vray... just a last minute work, din put any lighting

Newbie in Blogging

Haha, ya i'm a newbie in blogging, for someone who is not even good in using facebook start blogging is like another level of this IT world. Somehow, after being introduced to the world of blogging by a close fren of mine with her passion for blogging http://surlespointes.blogspot.com/, i started to check on this blog by smashpop loaded with tonnes of great photos- u should check it out. Perhaps i'm the one that left behind :P.

Hope this is not another transient hobby of mine. Will try to keep up with it.

Cats will play at Esplanade, Singapore!!!

Another great musical by Adrew Lloyd Webber is on show in the Singapore Esplanade....Don't miss the chance! I thought i would have missed the opportunity to watch it live, well due to financial problem recently....big sigh. Thanx man, alas i get to go- a good friend gonna treat me on it. Hey man, count on you. (looking forward to it : )  

Recalling it, it had been 2 years since we last watch musical - Phantom of the Opera which is also my first experience. The musical is truely amazing, great voices, choreographs, setting, music- nothing to complain, except for the seating in Esplanade. With that $ 120+ ticket we deserve a better seat with a better sound quality. Is quite a down point as i can sense many spectators around me are not comfortable with their seats, truthfully my bottom ache too.

What a bad architecture for that splendid, iconic outer facade. One of the Singapore landmark as well. Sigh.... being an architecture student myself, i know is hard to be perfect especially when u need to meet deadlines, cost and etc. But these shouldn't be the excuse to design a building that serve the best. In a spectator point of view, i really wish to enjoy the musical in the most comfortable environment. Moreover, we are paying such amount of money for this once in a lifetime experience. Wouldn't like to be spoilt by this architect. Wonders who he is? just got to know it's by DParchitect.

Hope i'll get a better experience this time along with a good and comfortable seat so that i can fully enjoys it.

Vintage Cafe, JB

Recently went to a great vintage cafe at Jalan Seget, JB. The shop evoke the sense of reminisce by it's ambience and it's rococo setting along with the local antiques. The place is so cozy that makes you feel like creating one similar to it at home.

It's me n nad, sorry sha din get u in the photo.

Gadgets that i wanna own!!

1. Macbook.....actually i just want a laptop since macbook has integrated graphic card and the price is almost the same as pc laptop y not? rite. (AIM ACHIEVED!!!)
   
2. Keyboard.....still contemplating on a weighted on or non-weighted one (see wat can i get from my new part time job in Yamaha; mayb i don't need one anymore-which is impossible at this work frequency...sigh)

1. DSLR.....Wanna take some nice pictures!!!

Reflection

Was checking on some blogs of some friends. Just realise that the people around me are so negative about their life. Complaining, criticizing and talking bout negative perception on life, human behavior, future......Then to my realization i am just one of them. I can't stay in such condition anymore!!! I have to be more optimistic, see things in a better perspective, take things lightly (in certain things), live life in a simpler way- a way that can make u feel happier.

Stop complaining....